SweetPea06

All I Do Is Fuss And Pout

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It Keeps Going by SweetPea06, literature

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It Keeps Going

She hides in her closet Wanting to be invisible Not seen… Not heard… Not there… Slowly the walls of her closet close in Her world slowly crashing down Her breath slowly ceasing Her eyes slowly closing Her strength slowly leaving Everything outside The world has kept going It does not stop Tucked away Invisible to everyone She understands What she already knew “The world does not stop for anyone, Especially not you…”

I called Myself by SweetPea06, literature

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I called Myself

I called, but you didn’t answer… So many times I’ve needed you there You left me alone left me so bare Again, and again I would call to you I was so desperate, what should I do? But you didn’t answer, so I thought away… Couldn’t I solve this?…find a way? Maybe there is no reason to stay? This is it…this is the day! I’ve thought for so long, now I will do Everything in my power to rid me of you Because all this time I thought I could bare To look myself in the eye, staring right there…

Another Sleepless Night by SweetPea06, literature

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Another Sleepless Night

Another sleepless night with many hours lost. Thoughts of what has come, and what is next to come… Do I lose another? Another friend? All my friends? Surrender to his want, because he has surrendered to mine? Lose what I have, because he has lost all that is his? I don’t know if this is worth all that we have put in… “Will I regret it? I love, I love, I love you… So nothing else matters?” Can we live in this world without living in it? Should I not breathe and hope that love will keep me alive? Reality is we can’t get everything we want. Even in love this seems to be true. Sacrifices are made..

You loved me once by SweetPea06, literature

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You loved me once

You loved me once I called you "Dad", you called "Daughter" You taught me things, I took them in You showed me how, I did it your way You loved me once I now understand what I lost… You took away your trust for the most stupid reason Had you trusted me I would not have changed You loved me once Everyday you made me cry, for something I didn’t do You blamed me for the things that went wrong When I had no part in your misery You loved me once You preyed on me, since I was weak You knew I couldn’t fight back; put up any resistance I did nothing to stop you; I didn’t see your malice… You loved me once And

I'm Done With You by SweetPea06, literature

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I'm Done With You

I’m done with you, I’ve had enough too… You don’t care, nor do I I’m leaving you a sad Good-Bye Think that living is wrong Well it took you way too long… To realize that you are wasted Tasted pain, was lambasted… Goodbye to you, Goodbye for good I knew I’d get tired, I knew I would Get rid of the attachment, People told me How to do it, I failed to see I learned in time From this Heart of mine That I could not control my emotions for you Bury my emotions and just couldn’t get through You put me through hell It’s sad you did it so well I’m only sorry I came to be a bother

Masochist by SweetPea06, literature

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Masochist

I feel so cold, so empty inside Nothing I want to say, nothing to hide I feel no anger, I feel no hate, I feel nothing when I’m in this weird state I feel so numb, my chest is bare I don’t think anyone sees me, no one will care Everyone gets tired, have you not had enough? Things won’t get better, they’ll only get rough What are you doing, listening to me? Don’t you understand there’s nothing to see? I’m no good for you, no good at all… You will not get better; you will not stand tall… I will only hurt you, and even worse, make you cry But this could end, if I could just answer “W

Betrayal by SweetPea06, literature

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Betrayal

Why did you lie, why did you care? I thought that you loved me; I thought we were a pair You made me love you, you were my world But you have betrayed me, your game was unfurled How could you do this, use me this way? I let you control me; I was your piece of clay. Can I ever trust, when you have done this to me? When I thought that I knew you, I thought I could see… The one true person I thought I knew, Who would always stand by me, would always come through But I learned my lesson, though it was hard Trust no one, my heart is permanently now barred…

My Bubble by SweetPea06, literature

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My Bubble

I wished I lived in a bubble… To feel a sense of refuge and security I would find my peace and happiness And more importantly I would find myself, no additives, no influences, nothing extra… Just me… I would be able to smile more, love more, think more Forget the stress, forget the tenseness, Forget my detrimental experiences Forget what I have turned into because of them… Do they love me? Do they hate me? Do I harm them? Do they need me? The question is: Do I need them? I know not what they want, I know not what they desire… I know that around them I can’t breathe… I’m in constant wait

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It Keeps Going by SweetPea06, literature

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It Keeps Going

I called Myself by SweetPea06, literature

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I called Myself

Another Sleepless Night by SweetPea06, literature

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Another Sleepless Night

You loved me once by SweetPea06, literature

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You loved me once

I'm Done With You by SweetPea06, literature

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I'm Done With You

Masochist by SweetPea06, literature

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Masochist

Betrayal by SweetPea06, literature

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Betrayal

My Bubble by SweetPea06, literature

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My Bubble

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I Wake by SweetPea06, literature

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I Wake

My dad walked in last night and asked me whether I knew how my mom feels every time she wakes up not remembering anyone… As a matter of fact, I do…I thought to myself I wake up not knowing anyone around me… I don’t trust anyone I don’t know if you are who you say you are My father? My mother? My sister? My brother? I wake up to problems surrounding me, Children crying in corners, Siblings feuding amongst each other… I wake up to find arguments and bad moods, And all I feel is that I’m the one to blame, Because this is what I hear I wake up with guilt knowing that I shouldn’t Because j

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Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

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MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano
Personal Quote: It's not how you fall, it's how you get back up...

Favourite Movies

Phantom of the Opera, Pride and Prejudice

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

John Mayer, Teddy Geiger, Avril Lavigne,Fall Out Boy, PANIC at the Disco!

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe & Jane Austin

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SweetPea06

May 17, 2008

Doing Well...

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Thank you to all my friends!!!! As you have noticed, I have not posted much lately...mostly because I have been going through change, after change, after change...Growing as any young adult does, lool. Now I have a new job, and I hope that I may be able to post something new...I have done some writing, so I will look forward to posting those A.S.A.P. So, thanks for everyones support...and I hope that all you guys are well... :hug:

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SweetPea06

Dec 23, 2007

Anguish

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This weekend sucked for me! I was sick, and in desperate need of a nice big hug...My parents were mean and none of them were helping...sometimes I'm just so tired to seeing my mom sick...then my dad blames us for not being able to help her...they don't know how to break that cycle...I'm so tired of that, because I'm helping them and it's like they don't even appreciate it! When they make my brother or sister cry, that's when I get mad. It's not their fault, and they shouldn't suffer the consequences of my parents actions. At one time I accepted my dad's words as true, but I know he's wrong. I've had people who love me (the most important bei

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SweetPea06

Dec 4, 2007

NEW YORK CITY WAS GREAT!!!

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I loved going back home and visiting my family. I did some catching up with my siblings and then I was off to do what I do best in New York: Exploring and Shopping! It always amazes me the amount and diversity of people you see around you... And the stores, shops and boutiques are amazing! Lot's of things to see and buy! I missed everyone from home, my friend Polly and my friend Kels, and my BF but I made it and I'm back now. I haven't submitted anything in a while, so I think I will get to that pretty soon! I have exams so I'm kind of cutting it short on time, but I will be putting up some old work I had written but had forgotten :oops:

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